Thursday 26 March 2009

Forgive Me

Hi The reason i am asking for forgiveness, is actually for the following blog. Yes i am drunk, and yes i probably shouldn't be blogging in my current frame of mind but there is a few things i need to get of my mind and i dont have the balls to say it sober. Yes i get crap for my name change Yes i get crap for the amount of alcohol i drink Yes i get crap for being over weight Yes i get crap for being attracted to men or women that are way out of my league Yes i get crap for obsessing over people who are blatantly not interested Yes i get crap for not having the balls needed to ask a women out Yes i get crap for my tattoes and piercings Yes i get crap for my dress sence or lack there of Yes i get crap for not following the comands of every person who thinks they have a leash on me Yes i get crap for automatically saying what comes into my head And Finally Yes i get crap for being my self. But a little message to all you people out there who ever gave me crap for any of the Above. you can go and F**K yourself for all i care because for the first time in a very long time i am relatively happy and if everyone who gave me crap left me alone i might actually be very Happy. So I am who i am, get used to it. Spyke XX
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  1. Tamaku27 March 2009 at 10:24

    I like that. Asking for forgiveness before doing the deed. It lessens the blow..:)

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  2. Anonymous31 March 2009 at 02:32

    But you are constantly asking for feed back on your life - stop doing that. Stop wanting peoples opinion and you will get none!!

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  3. Shishi31 March 2009 at 02:39

    What can i say, you dont even have to ask for forgiveness..ive coem to realise that bondage comes when we care what others think, coz they will think no matter what we are doing..

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  4. Spyke31 March 2009 at 12:44

    Hi Anon,

    You are right i do ask for feed back, but im not asking to be ridiculed and mocked by those that are supposed to care about me. and thats really what i was getting at with the above little rant.

    Spyke XX

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  5. Spyke31 March 2009 at 12:46

    Hi Shishi


    The asking for forgiveness is mainly aimed at those that read this, and it isn't aimed at them, those who treat me life a human being and not a peice of dirt they just stood in. and i appreciate the support.


    Thanks
    Spyke
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